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[06 Sep 2005|11:27pm] |
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What is with mooting anyway? Stoopid competition that I stuff up by taking people's advice about not reading off a prepared speech!
My eye is red and I am getting a cold. I have to get up at 6 am tomorrow. again. and I forgot to hand in my politics assignment both yesterday and today, when I already got an extension for it over last weekend. Dammit!
I had the serious chat today, and it was awkward and wierd. It reminded me of everything I don't like about this person, like that he is judgemental and patronising and always has to be right and loves preaching. Oh and arrogant, above all arrogant. Apparently everything was my fault, never mind the fact that the reason I stopped talking to him was that he was creeping me out by not taking no for an answer. He told me that I am never honest with him and that is the reason for all the fuckedness, never mind the fact that he was never honest with me in that he always said we were just friends before he tried something on again. And he said that I am a bad friend that never made an effort, and that he was always the one who had to initiate us seeing each other, completely skipping over the fact that even when I only went along to things that he had initiated he took it as a sign that I was head over heels with him. Grrrrrrr. Frustrating person. I promise never to speak about him again because he is frustrating and everything is ridiculously melodramatic. (this is a non-binding promise that may or may not be kept depending on how frustrating he is)
Grrrrrr.
The circus is once again looking like an attractive alternative to uni.
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